Well, if this helps......What you have done looks great!!!
Ya know only if you complete it will YOU feel better about your self. Most people won't have a clue how much work you
put into it. You will get respect from those who do have an idea how much work you put into it, and it will be called GOOD.
Keep up the good work, help others too. Push yourself. In the end you'll feel much better and also have something for a
long time that you can point others too.
Good luck, Keep it up.