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Jim
- Jan 1, 1970
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Thanks. It's probably more about attitude than
anything else.
Jeez, with YOUR nasty attitude it's a wonder you didn't
die
I'm no super hero.
What? Why, seeing what you've posted here for
years, anyone would have thought that you considered
yourself to be a god.
When I got
the news it was scary.
Yeah and that's the part that makes this all so
good.
I gave a lot of thought to
what I wanted to say to various loved ones and
things I want to do that I've not made time for
in the past, that sort of thing.
But I guess you thought that they just might hate
you after you died too, so you didn't say anything
Right?
I also gave thought to what things I don't want
to waste time or energy doing.
Like "not wanting to fight anymore"? Just, do
all the nasty things that you always do anyway.
Before my regular doctor confirmed it was cancer
I was pretty certain that was what I had just from
the way the other doctors beat around the bush
when they saw the scan. I made up my mind to
fight it and that meant using everything available
to me.
So you got a gun and went for a ride with some
innocent young girl and fell asleep at the wheel.
Just for old times sake.
I'm fortunate to have solid medical coverage here
in the US as well as in Brazil. More important, I
have a very supportive wife and family who are
helping me every step of the way.
Right into the grave.
I got through the worst part. The surgery was
awful -- tubes the size of small garden hoses in
my chest for six days (yetch!).
Glad to hear that.
I was left with
two permanently broken ribs and 25% less
lung so I'm always out of breath.
That's really good news. Just imagine
the large amount of hot air that you wont
be able to expel, anyway.
But that was
nothing compared to chemo. I wouldn't wish that
experience on anyone (not even Jim).
I sure wish the feeling was mutual.
OK, so much for the bad part. These days I'm
feeling much better -- not strong yet but getting
there. I can walk much farther than I could
before
And that would be from the fridge to the barbecue.
Right?
and I'm hoping to get back to bicycling
soon. Most important, the doctor says there's
no sign of cancer left. It'll be another 4+ years
before I can be sure but supposedly I'm pretty
much in the clear.
No you're not and you know it.
You're going to die of cancer within the next 5 years.
The statistics are against you especially with lung
cancer. It's gonna pop up someplace else and there's
not a damn thing you can do about it. Count on it.
I might live another 40 years just to annoy Jim. :^)
Not likely. You're a dead man and I hope it eats your
brain out every fucking day of whats left of your miserable
life.